This is hard. x_x

[autisticalice]

 I want to fit in the sounds that an autistic person makes. Some of them tend to make odd noises. I make them at home in my room when I get excited. I want to be able to explain them in a way that the makes the reader able to understand. The problem is that most of these noises are really complicated and harder to understand. 

I don't know, I may not. I mean, right now i need to figure out the plot for the fanfiction project I told you guys about. I haven't really had much progress since I met a new friend and plus, other things.So yeah... so many constant distractions. Honestly, I hate having ADHD and autism at the same time. I've gotten so used to taking my concerta that i don't want to do anything with it. I guess I could get a higher dose but... my insurance sucks... they mess things up and... ugh.

I think half the problem is that I get distracted by routine and emotional reasons. It's not that I'm distracted for the sake of ADHD. That's the trouble with having both. =.= But yeah... it's time I worked on my project.

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[autisticalice]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQOTz-V5PFc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxH-Vubdzus

just examples. XD i do this a lot, though I'm not non-verbal. I still make squealing noises.

[sugar_cookie]

Oh yeah. I've heard those.

What makes you do them? Do you have control over it?

[autisticalice]

I do but sometimes I don't know i do them. Like, if i get over excited, I'll squeal and flap my arms a bit. It's usually harder to control the random bouts of excitement so, the squealing and flapping helps release it.

[sugar_cookie]

It's usually harder to control the random bouts of excitement

Like when you see Justin Bieber? XP





joke

[autisticalice]

ahahaha... I'd probably scream. =.=

But yeah. Most of the time it can be used as a form of autistic communication.

Like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnylM1hI2jc The first part is her humming in a special language that non-verbal autistics have. then she talks about what she was saying after all this.